This year has been nothing short of a shit storm. (Yasss! Nothing like a bit of negativity to kick start my blog). But seriously, it’s been hard and one day I’ll get into it properly, but it’s changed who I am in more ways than one and made me reevaluate my whole life. So, while I change my little world, I felt like it was fitting to delete my hours of hard work on here and start fresh.
I haven’t been on here in months because I’d be lying if I said my mental health was great. I hopped on tonight (after my horoscope said to get creative lol #virgoseason) and re-read my old posts and just felt an overwhelming amount of sadness. I think back to who I was as I wrote those and I was just bullshitting myself and everyone around me. I was unhappy, and pretended to use writing as a means to make me feel better. My words weren’t legitimate and now, I don’t want that content reflecting on who I am now and who I’m slowly becoming.
When I write, I take it seriously. Every word that comes out of my mouth, I expect to be truthful and 100% me and none of it was. So, I deleted that crapola and here we are.
I’m not going to say there will be good content on here, but it’ll be honest, a little raw sometimes and I’ll probably take the piss out of myself 99.99% of the time. So stick with me folks. This page will hopefully be a shit tone better than last time.
PS. I swear a lot.